Hello Again

As promised I am blogging again. Things have kind of fallen a little off track since the last time I posted. I'm dropping a class, which sucks. I have to kick ass this next quarter to get good grades. I don't really like it here but I'm getting used to it. This break was nice and relaxing. The drive back to Columbus was beautiful, we took the scenic route. The leaves are changing. I love the fall. I'm still trying to figure out what I want to major in. I'm going to try to take a couple psychology and political science course to see if that might guide me in a definitive direction. I feel really restless in this town. I really need to get my drivers license and a car. I need to get out of here. If I had a car during the breaks I'd take trips all over the place and on the weekend I'd go hang out in Yellowsprings or Columbus or Pittsburgh or someplace anyplace but here. I want to be a drifter. I want to get my degrees in whatever I decide to major in in college, then bum around for a couple of years...or forever. 

I really miss people. I miss Harmony for always puting a positive spin on things, I miss Allison for indulging my dark side, I miss Rachel for always seeing the beauty in things, I miss Maria for always being so energetic, I miss Leslie for being Leslie, I even miss Noah for being such a douche bag sometimes but also for being such a challenging person. I miss alot of people. I often find myself missing people I spoke to once or twice. I miss the possibility of developing relationships with people in our Senior Class. Now they're all scattered to the winds and I'm probably never going to see them again but I could always hope, and hope that the next time I see them I'd have the courage to look them in the eye and really talk to them. I've been lucky enough in my years at the Graham School to have been exposed to some really wonderful people with beautiful souls and personalities (sorry but thats the only way I can explain it). I hope I don't run into them years from now and find them changed.